Hating myself so much all the time is so exhausting.

Feeling just inherently unlovable this morning.

Man I just don’t wanna today.

I made a Good Food.

APEX PREDATOR

My sub boi was horny about gender at me last night and now I’m full of queer faggot top energy and he’s soooooo far away!

Menace Mode: activate

An Arte, Fine. #cat #catsofbluesky

No matter how fucked everything else is, this little creature loves me with every fiber of her being, and that makes me want to continue to wake up.

If someone made a lipgloss named “Daddy’s Precum”….. I would buy it.

I love creating LIFE #gardensky #garlic #lifeuhfindsaway#pnwgardening

Felt sick so took the afternoon off and had a nap. Stress dreamed about work the whole time. I think I should be able to claim those hours as work time after all.

I got locker 69 at the Korean spa today. Yeah, nice.

I think I have a date tonight? And it might lead to spankings after that?

It’s happened, I’ve become my mother. This morning’s ablutions included plucking chin hair AND putting on a pimple patch.

I almost hope the Rapture does happen tomorrow so the rest of us can get on with it.

It is not fair. I have not shaved or trimmed in months now. In a sensory sense, I feel like I have the fullest bush. Like 80% of my panties are full of pubes. In an actual sense, my pussy still looks half covered.

Delicious, but DAMN do I wish they had stayed purple. #beansky #gardensky #harvest #romano #faggotgarden

Another day, another triage call elevated to me for complaints of… normal heart rate.

The cats are unpleased with me “You have no real enemies. You are afraid of sunflowers,” I tell them. They do not understand; they don’t listen to Maintenance Phase with @yrfatfriend.bsky.social and @michaelhobbes.bsky.social

It’s not fair how much I want to call Him Daddy even when I know it’s a Very Bad Idea.

My Himbo is Topping!! #gardensky

I am so fucking feral I might end up humping someone’s thigh tonight.

Is wearing a dress with no panties to my massage appointment too much?

I honestly need a beating until I stop wanting to scream.

Having a slow panic attack. It’s great time.

Found a new plant in the garden!

I need to be put through the mattress. Please and thank you.

Where’s the line between a shitty manager and a toxic manager?? Someone please help triangulate my reality.

Why is telling Daddy “I’m not mad, just disappointed” so much fun???

I’m so gay for my friendsssssss

I don’t wanna be the mr managerrrrrrrr

Me, the Little, feeling a need to care for Daddy. Well, this is a new therapy topic. Even when reparenting, I still problem solve.

Daddy fucked my period into starting :(

Fucked my period into starting and now this morning I am nauseous and cramping.

I roasted and deseeded chile peppers hours ago but still burned my bits jerking off. Life is hard when I top myself.

Dadddddddyyyyy pay attention to meeeeee

Daddy was supposed to answer some questions but didn’t. “It’s fine, you’ll follow through or you won’t. Either way I get my information.”

I am disappointed but not surprised this morning.

This week’s reflection is that while for me kink&sex aren’t intertwined, sex&kink are. I can do platonic, nonsexual #kink play, but I cannot do nonkinky #sex play.

My cunt is so deliciously sore.

A garden bed of poisonous and abortifacient plants. Pennyroyal, digitalis, yarrow, rue

Is there an ethical way to hit on my transit conductor? Gotta love a working theyby

It is a literal crime that there is no monster chasing me through these bushes right now. #kink #daddy

Dear Lord, I see what you have brought to others, and all I am asking for is a

I want to be wanted.

I was going to go to a social after work, even had cute clothes to change into. And then I got my period and my panties became a crime scene. I know it’s somebody’s kink, but not mine.

I mean, at least wait until it’s DARK to illicitly light off fireworks.

This little monster let himself out the patio door and had a whole grand adventure with no thoughts of mom.

Took my boytoy a small flower bouquet from my garden Saturday.