The bunny needs kind words today, if you're able to spare them... #FFXIVScreenshots #Viera #GPOSERS

Last night we designed the downstairs of our FC house. Inspiration came from a housing video we saw. It’s almost finished, but I love how relaxing it feels. #wavelength #fchousing

Can't tell if it's the abandonment issues kicking up again, or I just need sleep. ...I probably need sleep.

I do wish I was better at talking with people. I feel like I've lost several friendships with people I deeply cherish because I don't reach out first ;-;

Watching a friend go through m11s and wow pf players really are something special, huh...

I don't want to start a fight and lose my friends. But I don't know what else to do. I'm so fucking scared :(

The voices in my head are already yelling at me. I'm very worried for today.

Please tap𓂃.◌𓈒𓏲𓆸 #FF14 #FF14風景

But on a different note, I'm almost done with ff1. Should be finished by tomorrow if I'm not eepy. I thought it would take me longer, but here I am lol

I like to think today was better, even if it was extremely rough at times >.<

agony

Genuinely, I think the one thing that'll help me out in the long run is actually hanging out with people more. Even my therapist was telling me that. So...👉👈

In case you need to hear it today, I'm proud of you💕 #FFXIVScreenshots #GPOSERS #Au_Ra

But hey my therapist appointment and *checks time* one hour nap helped settle my mind a little. I know what I need to do. I'm just way too terrified to actually do it ;-;

Maybe I'll gpose later if I have the energy. Or tomorrow. I'm exhausted and confused today x.x

Well. I didn't fully nap (I don't think so, at least) but I had a dream where a bunch of people in game were trying to kill me irl. So that was nice!

it doesn't help that i almost got hit by a car earlier and have been shaken up all day. life really likes putting me down lately, huh...

Apologies for my doomposting lately. Like I said, I'm feeling a relapse coming on soon and I'm trying my best to prevent it. I'm still struggling to take in all the advice I've been given over the past month. I'm sorry for worrying or upsetting anyone.

Man, doing m8s semi blind with a light party really makes me feel a little validated for not doing savage raiding. This shit is miserable ;-;

Maybe if I modded people would accept me again.

Ugh. I feel another relapse on the horizon :(

As much as I genuinely love playing ffxiv by myself, there are days where I miss playing with others. I'm really shy when it comes to reaching out, but the times when I'm with other people are some of the happiest memories I've had with this game.

had to delete my other posts since it breached containment but my thoughts and feelings are still the same. i know what i want to do to help deal with my anxiety, but i'm too scared to take that step. i know it'll cause me to relapse if i'm not careful, and i don't know what to do.

Haven't done a tummy tuesday gpose in a bit~🤭 #FFXIVScreenshots #GPOSERS #Viera

Oh god too many normal people (and probably bots?) are finding my posts. Gonna limit replies to mutuals only for a bit. Sorry!

Started up final fantasy 1 for the first time, bought all my party members weapons and spells, went out into the overworld and my white mage instantly died. ...so it's going well, i guess.

Seeing that shitty ai filter be shoved into games is really depressing. I cannot believe how widespread that stuff is. Not only does it damage the environment, it just looks like shit.

I can already tell today's gonna be a struggle. My mind isn't being quiet and it's getting harder to tune it out. I really need a lot of positive energy today, if anyone could spare some.

I should be sleeping, but depression is keeping me up. So enjoy an early morning gpose lol

Mura is cheering you on this week~!✨ #FFXIVScreenshots #GPOSERS #Au_Ra

Today got better :)

Even though my brain is being mean today, I do wanna say that I really enjoyed yesterday. I hope we can all meet up again soon ❤️

I didn't even realize that it's been half a year since one of the worst days in my life. Funny how time flies lol

Woke up feeling like absolute garbage mentally. Gonna try to power through the day even though I feel miserable. Wish me luck...

Can't help feeling like I messed something up big today, but... I don't know... Maybe I'm stuck in my head tonight. Eh...

I also remembered right after everyone left that I wanted to do a big gpose with everyone. But I forgot. ...whoops x.x

Thanks for showing up, everyone. I had a really good time ❤️

My mind is already locked onto the worst possible scenario. So that's nice.

Okay, okay. Tomorrow, 6pm pacific. Halicarnassus, Dynamis Costa del Sol. ...i don't know what else to include with this x.x (show up if you want, it's okay if you don't want to)

Okay, I'm thinking tomorrow night around 6pm (Pacific time) if that works. ...i just don't know where we'd meet up x.x

Alright, shot in the dark. I'm gonna ask this then leave before my anxiety overwhelms me. If, and I want to stress, IF, I were to do a meetup with friends tonight (or tomorrow if that works better) would anyone be interested in going...?

Also ignore my shitty apartment in both gposes. I suck at designing things lol

Of course, I couldn't leave my Au Ra out of the celebrations. It's his birthday, too. He deserves one day to be happy, after all. Happy Birthday, Murakumo 💕 #FFXIVScreenshots #Au_Ra #GPOSERS

"Despite everything, I'm still here..." Happy Birthday, Ziero❤️ #FFXIVScreenshots #GPOSERS #Viera

The live letter was alright! No Kuja trial is a massive letdown, but I'm willing to keep an open mind. I really hope Beastmaster is fun ^^

Really love that THIS is how Calyx is still relevant. Probably the one thing I'm most excited about with the MSQ. I want my wol to fistfight this creature so badly.

Finally glad we're getting a dungeon with this aesthetic. Kinda wish something like this was in Endwalker, but better late than never, I guess

That's not Kuja :( But seriously, I haven't played FFV, so could someone enlighten me on who this is?

I'm really hoping that the live letter is good. The one thing I want is another ff9 themed trial. Doomtrain was fun, but it felt out of place to me since it was from ff8. ...I'm not getting my hopes up, though :/

The reward for getting all the endings in the merchant's tale is so...meh. It's really disappointing :/