:( there's so many winning entries for the furnishing design contest and I didn't win... gonna go cry now

hmm... new phone growing pains. if an alarm doesn't wake me it just... gives up. which with how deep I sleep is. not great. additionally it unlocks (tries to) if I so much as touch the fingerprint sensor button, rather than wait for me to actually 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴 it, so I get a lot of "too many attempts"...

Spiced isn't a polyglot by any stretch, but she'd 100% learn dead languages (Etheirys Latin) to read historical texts as they were written (nerd) She's a polite beebin too, she'd pick up at least enough to say please/thank you in any dialect she spent any amount of time with, probably more!

*casually passes out for 20h straight* ...can't wait to get a migraine from that

:(((( dropped one of my favourite rings and managed to run over it with my chair and squish it I think I managed to work it back round but ofc now it's not quite finger shaped so I'm. very conscious of it being on my finger now I hope it gets back to normal shape soon bc it make brain itch :<

my head huuurts 😢

so we're getting a kitten soon :) he's being fostered by my partner's boss atm, and we went to meet him today he seemed to like my boobs quite a lot... say hi to Bean!

I've been very distracted by feeling bad leading into a mini minecraft hyperfixation (and bad times to record guide tbf) but I think I'm over it now, I'm itching to get back to work

..........I love this stupid little game so much

I think something's a little wobbly with my meds rn not as in I feel awful or am getting more migraines or something concerning like that I'm just... getting the brain zappies

it's like my phone can read the "new phone out for delivery" email I just opened bc it immediately gave up responding just a few more hours chook, then you can have a nice long rest

b l e g h woke up feeling like I just came out of a coma today =_= not sure if that means I slept well or badly...

Operation Make Garage Cosy is proceeding apace with some curtains... making it look like a. hipster photo studio, to be honest. Idk, I like it :3

today is already off to a horrible start and I've only been awake like two hours

"do you plan to upscale ___" yes. I do. I plan to upscale everything. If it's not already on my trello it's not going to be soon, I'm afraid. But if you're asking me if I have any immediate plans to upscale x item that was 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 the answer is 'at least let me see it in game first omg'

I'm so sleepyyyy but I already sleeept not faaair

I've levelled everything already but MNK for sure. I hate MNK. I don't vibe with the class fantasy, I don't care for the gameplay, I just Do Not Like It™. It's the one I dread levelling every expac

I hate socks.

mother brought over her old iphone today since my phone is wheezing and begging for death (needs charging every day even if it doesn't get used, screen will randomly stop working, can't stay connected to wifi for 5 mins, and apparently now microphone is dead during calls...) but...

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omg I got distracted bc I'm recording this one for a video guide/walkthrough kinda thing but #LightyWIP

Is it cheating to just remake the same preview image? hehe, maybe! But this one was always one of my favourites! 🤭 #LightyMods Yet Another Arbatel Bottoms has been remade and now includes: • Rue, Yanilla and Mini sizes • Yiggle options • Shpx compatability • More IMC toggles • Thigh squish!

............do cats with extra beans have extra claws??

Yet Another Skyworker's Bottoms has been updated to include: • Rue, Mini, Yanilla sizes • Yiggle options • shpx compatability • IMC toggles • Hotdog toggle • A rage Ginger preview pic! She just hammered out an unrecognisable pile of. somethin'. and challenged you to a "forge-off", wyd? #LightyMods

I think most of the reason I'm such a perfectionist is that criticisim is super triggering for my RSD even constructive criticism, any more than like. 2 points. it throws me off-kilter for the rest of the day I WANT the criticism. I WANT to do better. but brain throws a tantrum. what a li'l bitch.

... I like froot

Another updatey #LightyWIP wheee

G U Y S the Horos attire is finally at the top of my list I'm so excited I love this set excuse me while I vibrate into the sun

I usually avoid ordering borgor that has cheese in it bc even if you ask they sometimes forget to leave out the cheese and tbh I don't even like borgor all that much ...but I do like big mac they... don't have the greatest track record for remembering. Time to test those new painkillers I guess 😣

🎉 IT'S DONE 🎉 Yet Another Vanilla Upscaling Guide has been updated to cover the latest Devkit (4.2.0r6) and Addon (v1.0.1) releases! Check it out here!: docs.google.com/document/d/1...

I only have the tiniest bit of the guide left to re-write and I wanna get it done before I move on with upscaling the Horos set bc I promised I'd use it to make a video guide of sorts but the focus isn't working with me >:( someone bully me into doing it I'm so CLOSE

bongo cat got updated with emotes and I don't know how to use them but I really gotta find out this is fantastiiic

I wanted to be honest, so here's a little personal thing - you don't gotta read if you don't want to! ↓

omg I finally got a message today from the Neurologist asking if I want to continue treatment with them only 15 months since I last saw them when I was told we'd review in 6 months :)

i know it's the migraine messing with my head and meds-taking schedule but. man. i feel kinda shitty rn. bad brain hours in more ways than one

I dunno. I can never quite decide is Spiced is more 'who I want to be' or 'who I want to date'. or a comfortable medium of both. My Zelda D&D OC Shearah (who Spiced was initially based on, but is WILDLY different now, only really colouration is the same) is far more of a self insert

I still have a bit of aura (right in the middle of my visiom again so I can't read...) but I'm not feeling any pain rn bless cocodamol, actual lifesaver

my. head... mngmhnmdfmmn... goniug. to drop a sewign machine on my face

man. I saw a post about voice claims like a MONTH ago and I haven't stopped thinking about Spiced's voice since I know EXACTLY what she sounds like. but I can't for the life of me find anything similar. I think because it's... not a very performative voice?

Spiced very much believes of you aren't early, you're late. Very probable you could turn up on time to meet her and find her quietly sniffling to herself because she got distracted by a cat on the way and was only 9 minutes early instead of her usual 10 and feels guilty about it.

I only meant to nap ended up doing a full sleep now my head hurts uughhmmmmghmn

Yet Another Low Rise Skyworker's Bottoms has been completely remade! #LightyMods 💪 • Bug fixes • + Rue, Mini, Yanilla sizes • + Yiggle options • + shpx compatability • + BPF support • + IMC toggles • + Hotdog toggle Am I using this as an excuse to take nicer screenies? ...maybe!

one of these witches is an imposter...

Updatey #LightyWIP and by updatey I mean redo-y bc the old model is nasty :)

look man if I have the capability I'm going directly for THM/BLM because I am. a pyromaniac. Anything magic appeals if I'm able. SGE, WHM, RDM. Oooo PCT would be fitting, wouldn't it? DNC and WAR are also my kinda vibe! I like to dance and I like to hit things :3

...I think my dad has forgotten when my birthday is. it's a little early to be wishing me a happy birthday father dearest 😆

Yet Another Skyworker's Singlet has been completely remade to include (deep breath) • New YAB+ 4.2 shape • Rue+ sizes • Mini and Uranus sizes • Yiggle options • Shpx waist seam compatability • A nice new preview image bc the old one was naff :3 #LightyMods 🛠️

I unno if it really counts as a #LightyWIP if it's something I already made but holy uranus girl

I finished procrastinating #LightyMods www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/147027 heliosphere.app/mod/9zwrbm2g... ko-fi.com/s/17c127c6dd

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