I think I’m going to cancel today’s and tomorrow’s stream. I thought my depression had mixed with my body getting used to my new schedule. Turns out I have a slight fever which is making me even more exhausted. I’ll see how I’m feeling, but this is a tentative cancellation.

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I just woke up after ten hours. And I still feel tired.😭😭

RNG sucks ass, but off to a pretty good start. There seems to be more of a story than Papers Please that I can see on the surface level, so I am excited to learn more as the game progresses.

Got a new job as a bouncer in Not Tonight. I'm sure I'm intimidating enough! www.twitch.tv/lucianna_lun...

My legs are burning. They are going to be the most muscular/toned/whatever you call it after a few months of this job.

I think I’ve been on my knees too much lately. Woke up and moving them felt rough.

toon chibi cm :3

A much shorter demo than I had thought it would be, but it was very rage bait coded, so it lived up to the hype. I honestly can't wait for the full game so I can see how it continues.

I'm going to go exploring where the Trees Hate You! I'm wondering how much. Let's find out! www.twitch.tv/lucianna_lun...

Got through Winter Glade, and it’s an experience I honestly could have lived without. I’m hoping I’m wrong about where the story is going, because I do not like where I think it’s going. That, and all the grammatical errors in that section that made it hard to read…😓😢

We're going to the winter town in Garden Story! I can't wait! www.twitch.tv/lucianna_lun...

Bruises always look the worst when they’re almost healed.

I hate stocking makeup. That’s a new experience and I’m not a fan. I don’t even wear the stuff.

This man’s voice in dub!!!! I fell in love the moment he spoke.

Waking up and immediately wanting to go back to bed is so dangerous. I have to get ready for work. I like my job…but do I have to?😴

I remembered on time this week! Starting a new game similar to Papers Please and getting back into Persona 3 on Friday nights.

I am such a coward. I have so many beginner-accepting voice acting roll calls saved, but I’ve only ever actually auditioned for two. Working on myself doesn’t make everything better right away, but it’s still disheartening.

Have my schedule kind of figured out for this week, but I know I’ll need to rearrange things after this week since The Freak Circus only has two days released so far, so I’ll finish it this week. Why are schedules so complicated?

So cute!!!!

I finished the game? Not the best ending, but it was still a fun game, so I'm happy to have played it. Now to figure out what to play next.

WE ARE SO TAKING DOWN ARTHUR HAYES! Hopefully. www.twitch.tv/lucianna_lun...

Time to run my own theater! Hope to see you all there!!!! t.co/vRkEoQfoIn #twitch #vtuber #entuber #indievtuber #vsky

I actually loved this? It was a lot more sexually charged than I expected, but I found myself wanting to know more about the actual circus than anything else. That, and the random voice lines got to me. Gods that was hot. I can't wait for next week to play the second day.

Getting romantic with some circus jesters in The Freak Circus demo... Let's see how this goes. www.twitch.tv/lucianna_lun...

Off work and mentally preparing myself for my playthrough of The Freak Circus in a few hours. (Yes this is me reminding myself that I made a commitment that I can’t break. Why did I do this to myself?😭😭)

Got to work and I immediately feel like I’m being punished. There’s no way they know, but it still feels that way after this morning.

Guess I should start doing these again, huh? Going live tonight with Grounded 2 alongside @bahldun.bsky.social, PixelKitten, and Toxic Rose! Hope to see you all there!!! t.co/vRkEoQfoIn #twitch #vtuber #entuber #indievtuber #vsky

Short stream since I reached the ending I wanted, but it was a good one. Gave me some hints on a few other endings that I'll be trying to get on my own later.

Late start, but I'm about to take out some work frustrations out on poor people at a checkpoint. www.twitch.tv/lucianna_lun...

Someday I'll remember to post this on the correct day. That day just won't be today.

We're going to the spa! www.twitch.tv/lucianna_lun...

Most of my paycheck has gone to bills and books. Can you guess which of the two I spent more towards?

Forgot I needed something for dinner so went outside without my earbuds for the first time in a while and I couldn’t breathe for almost the entire time. There went the idea of it getting more manageable with exposure.😅

I am so happy I scheduled a night stream tonight because after the night at work I just had. I am stressing and anxiety is spiking.

headshot sketch cm :3

Deciding to start listening to Once Upon A Witchlight during work hours probably wasn’t the smartest idea with how much giggling I’m trying to suppress.😆

Talking about some things on stream felt so cathartic that I realized I hadn’t actually done it in a while. I say I’m an open book and then hide things away because trauma made me scared. God I need to grow a stronger backbone.

Got through the sewers, made it back to the Hamlet, and finally got the seed pouch I kept seeing pop up! Making so much progress that I might slow down the streams so I can grind a little off stream for those upgrades.😅

Going into the sewers to solve Autumn Town's problems and maybe solve some age-old grudges! Let's hope I'm more observant this time around! www.twitch.tv/lucianna_lun...

I think I just learned of cult in my city via a coworker who was getting invited. What is happening to my hometown? 😆😱

First paycheck and I’ve preordered one book and am going to buy another once I get off. Do I have other things to buy? Yes I do. But priorities, am I right?

My already awful sense of time is being tested when it actually matters that I understand how much time something takes. This is an adjustment I didn’t realize I would need to adjust to.

It just got announced that the second book of the Hell’s Belles series, The Belles of Wrath, will be released next year! The longest wait, but so worth it! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Stream will be a little late as I forgot there was something I had to do before anything else when I got home. Will still happen, but might be at least half an hour late.

Decided to get the Huntrix meal at McDonald’s and I am so happy I’m getting paid tomorrow. We actually get cards! I want all of them.

Just saw a TikTok that said that steam decks are becoming harder to buy because of AI getting all the memory. The companies that rely on the ram can no longer keep up with the higher prices and continued demand. How are we still not mad enough about this?

Heard my nephew as I’m setting up stream, so I’m gonna have to cancel last minute. I don’t know why he’s being kept home so often now, but I’m gonna have to start demanding to know when she plans on it so I’m not constantly canceling.💢

…I’m surrounded by conspiracy theorists who think the moon landing back in the day was faked. I think I don’t like my coworkers.

Debating on doing either a stream or just a discord VC playthrough of a VN because I’m realizing the friend I would normally go to might not be available to sit and hold my hand through it… I’ve played scarier games, I should survive this… hopefully…