PAX and Northside Bizarre hybrid mode 😅 why did they have to be on the same dayyy (bringing a harness and different gay t-shirt to change into later)

walked past a place doing pandan matcha lattes on my way back from getting a haircut and I just knew I had to get it

last day of the trip before I head home 🥺 oh my god it's been a big trip

well well well, if it isn't the consequences of my own horniness 🤣 I was already resting in bed when I decided to head to a hookup at 12am, and now I have a 61m climb (20-ish storeys) up some steep Lisbon streets to get home

fml the laundromat I went to accepts notes up to €50 but only dispenses change in coins??? 😩 no warning of that in Portuguese or English either I'm so sorry to whichever shops I go to that are going to have to help me get rid of these €44 in coins now 😅😅😅

made a new friend in Granada and he ended up blowing a pretty big load over me turns out he was on the same flight from Sitges/Barcelona to Granada, doing a very similar itinerary to me!

just left Sitges today - that was a big week! First time meeting so many international bears and partying (more or less) the entire week, but definitely something I'd do again Pretty happy with the amount of social time, relaxation time, town discovery and slut time I managed to fit in!

so I had a fun night at Industry (cruising bar) in Sitges last night today I'm at a party at a different venue and I get recognised by the barman - "you were having fun last night 😉"... turns out he was the same barman who served me at Industry while I was fucking a guy at the bar!

I think the cute guy at the Sitges market was flirting with me today; my brain keeps telling me that it's probably just for the sales tho (even tho he kept flirting afterwards) I really wanted to hang around to find out but I couldn't think of a natural excuse to stick around 😭

getting ready to head back out into town 🏖️ hoping to maybe get this taken care of at some point too 👀

second evening in Sitges wandering around the beaches! Successfully talked to new people last night so I'm pretty happy with how the night went, but ready to really dive in today 😝

so last trip to Japan the big spend was Pokemon stuff ......it appears this trip to Spain the big spend is gonna be gay apparel 😂

first night in Sitges and I've already got cream* over my moustache *crema catalana-flavoured ice cream, that is

on my way to Spain!!! am excite~~~

this was a fun load :P

feeling good after a productive underwear party!

just got back from a fun night out!

trying out a new look ... I think I like it! spent like 20 minutes at TKMaxx the other day going back and forth on this necklace thing worried that I couldn't pull it off 😩 happy I ended up getting it!

wow this is such a cliché 4th days on stimulants after my ADHD diagnosis, and I'm already cleaning my room and tidying and organising things away 😭🤣 also doing it pantsless because why not!

so I had a moment of *fuck this* this morning and slept through my morning standup. I message the project manager and team leader separately saying I slept through my alarms. project manager -- "ok, I trust this won't happen again" team leader -- "are you ok? anything we can do to help?"

Using food to show where I grew up doing this by the suburb because "Melbourne" is a bit too general for me I think

finally left the house for the first time in about 68 hours needed some time to recover from a very busy week, but I think I accidentally went into shut-in mode but I've managed to rediscover my love for night time walks, so at least there's that! (it's currently 11:15pm for context)

pride cranes! 🌈🏗️

got home from underwear night and was still horny, so figured I'd do a little photoshoot 😈

so I've just had probably the most productive 8 hours in my whole working life, all on 3 hours of sleep coz I was panic-working til 5am last night as well... this all making up for about 3 weeks of extremely low productivity why, brain, why 😩 (looking forward to my ADHD assessment next month 😅)

still worked up after a night out

coming back from a fun night out at Alliance: one of the things I love most about these events is just the *casualness* or *non-taboo-ness* in how sex is treated. It's not some secret thing to be hidden, but neither is it some fantastic dream to be fulfilled. It just *is*, and that's enough

ok so it's not uncommon that I realise I forgot my office pass when I get to the office I've even forgotten to put my laptop in my bag a couple times before this is the first time I've just forgotten my entire BAG tho 😭😅😂😅😅🤦‍♂️ guess it's a wfh day today 😅

I IS SO SHINY THIS IS WEIRD 🌟 (friend had a disco themed birthday)

my first thought seeing this image: apple, cherry, rhubarb and smores are aligned, why aren't some of the others 😩 sure, they can't all be, but they could have at least done e.g. B-lueberry C-ustard (or C-ookie dough) G-erman chocolate P-umpkin or P-each, etc

so I was closing my eyes, trying to focus on a particular emotion to draw it out focusing on the question: what is this feeling? ...🎶fervid as a flame, does it have a name? yes....🎶 NOOO FUCK I lost it I got distracted by my own brain switching to Wicked while I was trying to be introspective 🫠

I don't know why this is a thing or if it's a thing at all but: when writing personal notes, I have a weird compulsion to intentionally spell or write words wrong I just started a daily journal for today and noticed my keyboard already suggesting zjurnali (I read this as /ʒurnaʎ/ in my head)

had an interesting (fun!) night last night with a mate who likes to make ~brownies~ I dunno if I just had a tad too much and/or I'm just not used to fucking while stoned (probably both), but ... it was a weirdly otherworldly experience? not in a bad way tho 👀

this logo on a random Malatang place in Preston 🤣 definitely nothing to do with that other famous international hot pot chain, no, what are you talking about 👀

I feel extremely called out 😅😂

feel like I haven't been posting enough dick on here lately here, have some dick:

just got back from a coworker's wedding. First time at a wedding "by myself" (previously it's always been family weddings, or one with the ex) god there was so much anxiety but you know what, I survived it, and I'm proud of myself nice day for a beachside wedding too!

went to sircuit, forgot my earplugs, now my ears are ringing 😅 oops

Belle asserting dominance

at the party tonight, there was yet another instance of a guy I'd met a while ago who I kinda had the hots for but where I thought he disliked me... but turns out we're just both shy; we ended up hooking up in the end! when will my brain learn 😂

and dick out for good measure!

oh these fit *nicely*

been having an unexpectedly horny week so far this week, but realised it's been too long since I've been horny on here! I promise I'll get back around to it! I did buy some nice tight-fitting booty shorts tonight so I'll take a couple pics with them

just bought my first tickets to some events by myself after the breakup ...it feels a bit weird that I'm just *buying* them without talking to anyone about it. But I guess it's freeing in a way? I know there'll be friends going so it's not like I'll be there alone, but still

so I've been tasked with a particular audiobook as homework from my psychologist, it happens to be available on Spotify so I'm like "ok sure" ...I'm realising now why I've never gotten into audiobooks or podcasts - I don't seem to be able to focus when it's just someone speaking at me 😅

was looking at some google reviews of a gay bar in Lisbon, and there was a translated comment saying "family-friendly"... for a bar with a cruising area turns out the original Portuguese comment actually was "(ambiente) familiar" 😅 a rather unfortunate translation here I think

just finished watching An t-Eilean (The Island) and I'm surprised how much of the Scottish Gaelic I was able to pick up! Still only like 2/3 through the Duolingo course but it's encouraging also just great seeing the language spotlighted in a (comparatively) big budget show

haven't had malatang in a while I must have lost my touch, coz I fell for the "oh I'll just get one or two of these" × 20 things trap and still ended up with a bowl of $30+ still, no regrets and I can't wait for the food to arrive!

I think I managed to wash all the glitter off my beard from earlier today? (it needs a trim, I know 😂)

at the midsumma pride march!