Shanah tovah y'all! I'll be offline again for a couple more days. 🍎🍯❤️

My outfit for the party at DMDW. I was very jingly. This was one of my favorite bimbo outfits ever honestly, and great for a September night outside.

Y'all. I'm just seeing the new Bluesky content guidelines and I can tell you with 100% certainty this is them preparing to monetize because these are the guidelines that banks and credit cards impose on companies/sites. Yelling at Bluesky is not as helpful as yelling at paypros here. yellat.money

I just am so in love with him and I think he's the most attractive person on this earth. And I feel so wanted. Over 7 years together and it is just getting stronger. I never would have imagined this. Fuck.

So many things I want to share from the weekend. I think one of the best parts for me was teaching a dollplay class with MrDream and getting the chance to be a doll in front of everyone and then talk about how profound it is to be so still/passive like that, in an educational way.

Back from Deepmind Darkwood. It was my first time being on staff at this event that I really love so much, and I'm extremely happy with the quality of teaching me and MrDream did. I'm really proud of myself as an educator and for the leadership and organization I did. ❤️ So grateful (and sunburned).

I don't like talking about this stuff much but having a severe anxiety disorder is something that I really would not wish on anyone. I don't know how to explain how crippling/painful anxiety can be if you haven't experienced it like this. It's crazy.

Man. DMDW is TOMORROW. I'm excited but also nervous. I always get really anxious before events. I just finished printing out handouts for the Erickson class I'm leading. I'm looking forward to being in the space and doing what we do best at DMDW: experimental communal learning. Just gotta get there.

A bimbo doll packs for a hypnosis event

I embroidered this kippah as a gift for my rabbi -- it says "gam zeh ya'avor" ("this too shall pass"), from a Jewish folk tale. I think this is my best embroidery project yet!

Last night's masturbation fantasy was some cheesy nonsense about a high powered executive brainwashing his new secretary into a doll by making her watch his already-dollified assistant go instantly blank and suck his cock. Sigh. It's just really like so boring and unoriginal

As a "victory lap," I wanted to share some of my projects/essays that blend hypnokink and Judaism. I ended up talking about some of this stuff (minus the kink) at my beit din. www.patreon.com/posts/milton... sleepingirl.itch.io/kadosh-a-hyp... www.patreon.com/posts/dolly-...

Doll play is just literally perfect

I did it. I'm fucking Jewish. ❤️ I worked very hard for this. Here's a bit about that, and my new name ⬇️

Him: "So you have to teach about doll play. What is it?" Me: "Doll play is when you don't move." Him: "OK, so don't move." (Completely instantly frozen in dollspace until he snapped his fingers) Me: "...OK. Doll play is when someone TELLS you not to move." I'm so good at this.

I am so unbelievably tired and I can't believe I have to pivot to prepping for DMDW tomorrow lol

I did it. I'm fucking Jewish. ❤️ I worked very hard for this. Here's a bit about that, and my new name ⬇️

Hi

Begging for "dolly time" I'm so pathetic

Hi... It turns out I really love hypnosis... I wish I could talk more about the kinds of things I experience especially in CNC/heavy power exchange stuff :(

Shabbat shalom ❤️

We went to IKEA so I could "pretend" to be a dolly in a doll house. Definitely not hypnotized and posed... Not in an IKEA......

We went to IKEA so I could "pretend" to be a dolly in a doll house. Definitely not hypnotized and posed... Not in an IKEA......

I got like 60 seconds of being a hypnotized doll today and the way my body reacted like it was complete bliss... I'm so fucked

This is my new packer holy shit holy shit holy shit it is SO lifelike, perfect size and shape and feels amazing oh my God sorry for the rough video I just had to show you. This is my cock.

Y'all my new packer got here and it is incredible. It looks and feels incredibly real. Large moveable/squishable balls, and a smaller softer cock. Holy fuck. This is easily the best one I own. Oh my god I can't even describe how real it feels to wear. Holy fuck. Gender gender gender

Oh no, I saw a photo of someone's eyes while they were stoned and it looks so similar to hypnotized eyes I got a little turned on. (Which is like -- crazy that they're so similar right? Glassiness and redness and pupil stuff? It's so cool.)

Took my LED hoop out for a spin in the twilight ❤️

Look, Pokémon/Hypno was one of my early origins, and even I can't believe this mega Malamar shit. The video they just put out is fucking crazy

Being hypnotized is often so physical for me, I move and squirm and writhe. Here's a video of me in deep trance. It's really hot... 😣❤️ (Captioned with what was being said but no audio -- sorry!)

Being hypnotized is often so physical for me, I move and squirm and writhe. Here's a video of me in deep trance. It's really hot... 😣❤️ (Captioned with what was being said but no audio -- sorry!)

Had two erotic dreams in a row just about very simple, very intense eye fixation hypnosis. I love being a hypnofetishist

Is there such thing as therian but not like animal, just like "not a person"? I guess that's what it/its is for

Deeply, deeply, deeply hypnotized eyes. (Red and glassy ❤️❤️❤️)

I'm writing a Patreon essay about the richness of "identity" in brainwashing, and I just started a sentence: "In Neon Genesis Evangelion," and I NEED someone to stop me

Deeply, deeply, deeply hypnotized eyes. (Red and glassy ❤️❤️❤️)

I should call her

Took sativa after a while of not taking sativa and god it hits like a ton of bricks. brain is super fucked

I'm really high and I just came across a bit from the Talmud where the rabbis say that if a man's penis is stuck shut, put a piece of fresh baked bread near his ass so the warmth will make him cum and you can see if that helps I'm like too high for this

It's not the first time I've cried out of intensity of brainwashing, but it doesn't happen often

Chat is it bad if he implanted and strengthened an unconscious response to the color pink so much that I had to stare at my pink clothes to get myself off yesterday?

Working on the theme, excerpts, and questions for this :) I think I'm going to do one of my favorite Ericksonian topics!

He WRECKED my head today holy shit sometimes I really don't think I'm going to bounce back

First time making lamb. We lost our meat thermometer so it's a bit overdone but still tender from an overnight marinade. Olive oil, lemon, garlic, oregano, cumin. The chickpeas/zucchini are zaatar. This was an amazing meal. Shabbat shalom! ❤️

this petition is almost to 5.5K, let's see if we can hit at least 6k by the end of the day! if you are a canadian citizen/legal resident, you need to sign this and verify your signature via email!

Wow, I'm SO dolly brained this morning. Edible hangover is making my brain feel plastic. Wow!

Oh it turns out indica edibles will make me get visual hallucinations/patterns too I just have to take enough I am pretty fucking high. AMA? I will answer if you want. And hi everyone it's been nice to be chatty online today

Super excited for either of these hypnokink essays 👀 Vote for your favorite! www.patreon.com/posts/138146...

I'm gonna be real with you, over 15 years, hypnosis went from an incredibly niche fetish that even kinky people thought was really weird to an extremely commonplace kink that it seems like almost everyone has or wants to try. And like that really, REALLY fucks with my head

I'm running a sale on commissions! Very Important Life Event is coming that I need to save up for, and secondarily there's a gender-affirming packer that I would really like to get if I can! Art (fully colored) is now $50! Erotica (1k words) is now $45! More info: sleepingirl.info#commissions