Once again I have read ffmpeg as ffmpreg

Help one of my headmates just referred to me as "drink twink"

[Selfie, eye contact] Like really? This is far from overdressed for any occasion I think.

I love not giving people an answer when they ask if im AMAB or AFAB but instead giving them contradicting information that leaves them more confused after I answered than before they asked. Ask what's in my pants and get hit with the confuse ray.

I love dropping my phone on my face and accidentally boosting random posts

[Trans day of rememberence, talk of suicide and losing friends] These days I am known as Tea, it's not really a name. I consider it more like a nickname since I don't have a name I really identify with. I am in no rush to find a proper one though since I quite like this. One of the re[...]

[Yearning] I want to bite my boyfriend so fucking bad.

While doing something else I have thought of like three different things that I'm now considering making issues for in the wafrn repo. Give it a week and half the damn issues will be variations of "we of the garden system think this thing is missing"

Being a system makes being trans so weird and I should honestly really write a blog post about that at some point

[Food insecurity +] After two weeks of nothing from the food bank they managed to have something for this week. We also have a tiny bit of money so we don't have to ration out food this week. We can just eat when we are hungry and eat until we are full. I have never been happier to just eat.

[Dysphoriaposting] Fuck I wish I could get top surgery instead of having to deal with fucking binding.

I am going to kill @library Living with this man means that I am at risk of finding pins and needles anywhere. In this case one ended up stuck in my sock. Which is about the worst place I can find one. OH WAIT, I found one in bed the other night. That's worse.

I just realized that this instance is on the bubble of the main wafrn instance That's actually really nice. The community over there is lovely and the more we get to see them the better honestly

[HRT, just thinking out loud] Considering asking our endocrinologist when we have an appointment with them in the summer to move us onto gel so we can actually get a hold of the meds we need. Seems slightly more impractical in some ways. But if it means we have consistent access then [...]

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I don't really mind the others in the system wanting long nails. But also they are getting long enough that I am having issues using a keyboard normally. But no cutting them is impossible.

For the sake of trying I threw another few cores and more RAM at this since we really can afford it. There is no point in having a bunch of RAM and CPU cores if you don't use them And things feel a bit more snappy. This could just be placebo but whatever.

Bsky posts seem a bit slow to come in? Got the bsky interface up and someone followed me and it hasn't showed up here yet.

I thought I would get annoyed at wafrn and end up wanting back to the comfy UI of sharkey but no. I actually sort of like this.

Godt stekt rundstykke

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Oh right because I'm on wafrn I can bite people now.

[Physical Health -] Fuck me I reached above me to grab a thing and now my shoulder hurts like all fuck Guess I ain't lifting my arm for a hot minute. No idea what the fuck happened but it isn't pleasant. Almost felt like I dislocated it for a split second? Hanging down my arm feels of[...]

Because the community around me is fucking amazing I now have more than just one binder. I can finally feel comfortable without having to wash clothes every other day just to wash the singular binder.

Hoseki no Kuni manga at the library... I should read it.