Had already deleted it because i didn't like the wording afterwards but still stand by it. If fandom problems really hurt you that it affects your life, please go seek help. Mental health is important and there is nothing shameful about therapy. It's the stigma we're trying to break, after all 🖤

Didn't know Louis was a masochist or even consented to the pain but it's being on his side, i guess.

*You guys*, do you realise he's talking about YOU?

YOU ARE NOT ON HIS SIDE IF YOU CONTINUE YOUR WAYS. FUCK ARE YOU ALL THIS DENSE?

If you believe it wasn't louis who wrote this tweet, pretty much calling him a liar by that and if you're saying you need to analyse the tweet and think that there's a hidden message, a clue to be found, then, sorry (not sorry) but YOU are the fucking problem.

Take that ot5 out of your bios, btw. You only care about Larry (and Harry, let's be fucking real). You gave us all a bad name.

And how low of Louis and Harry you think of, even to have the smallest thought in your mind, that they will use a child for several years and let him be abused by you? Do you even like them?

Louis created a safe space for us and for himself, that he was proud of, that whenever he was having a bad day, he'd come on. It was the relationship we shared that he loved the most. Fuck you all, seriously.

Always suspected many of you tolerate Louis in sake of Larry and never fully supported him for himself. Thank you for proving me right. Louis is his own person. A solo artist. He is not an extention to anyone or anything. If you cannot see this, get the fuck out of his fandom.

(That being said, i will never support a Tory and hope Zara changed her views, for her sake. But my feelings towards her has nothing to do with anyone else).

Louis himself is TELLING YOU YOU ARE TOO HURTFUL TO HIM. That you are TOO MUCH. The first thing you do is TO CONTINUE. You say you love him, but do you, really?

I'm here to share my love his, as well as all the other boys' music first. It helps that this fandom does have nice people around. Not everyone is a toxic enabler. Maybe a clean slate is what's needed. Larry believer or not, we all came together because of the music. That should the priority.

Most of you have Louis as pfp. "Oh, you'll see him larrying!" He is on stage. "Oh, the merch colors are blue and green" He is on stage. "Oh, he is signalling" LOUIS IS FUCKING ON STAGE WHY DO YOU CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE WHEN HE IS ON STAGE.

"The war has been won, there are pride flags all over!" Never it occurs to you because of your internalized homophobia that we can hold those flags FOR OURSELVES. Louis CREATED that safespace for us that we can be OURSELVES.

Louis comes on stage, after a hiatus. What are you talking about? His red shorts and sunglasses. Why? Larry-signalling. If you celebrate anything else when Louis is on stage, you are not a fan of his. Stop pretending.

You are the reason the others left. You are the reason why Louis will leave. You just care about your egos and being right about something that you forget that these people are real, not your dolls to play with.

You think i've been too outspoken or mean before? I am coming for you.

It breaks my heart that every time louis sees things like that and speaks up about it there's still some people who don't take his words seriously☹️☹️☹️ it's a cycle that is never going to end☹️

this should be a lesson for anyone who speculates on another persons sexuality. it’s none of your fucking business and don’t even bother pretending to like someone if you are going to be so cruel to them

It should be simple basic human decency, dont hate (in public!) on famous people’s relationships, dont mention their kids (they have absolutely nothing to do with this) and especially dont say bad things about their mum.

Stop bringing drama over here Just bringing nasty words over here YOU'VE HAVE BEEN DISRESPECTING HIM OVER YEARS. IT'S JUST LOUIS, NEVER HARRY THAT YOU DO THIS. HE SPEAKS OUT AGAINST YOU, THEN YOU'RE ANGRY THAT IT'S NOT PEACEFUL HERE ANYMORE. IT HAS BEEN PEACEFUL HERE BECAUSE IT IS AN ECHOCHAMBER.

I said it before and I'll say it again. Louis is his own person. He doesn't owe any of you anything. If you're his fans, focus on his music. If you are so bothered by what he does or doesn't do in his private life, nobody's making you stay.

THIIIIS. WE ABSOLUTELY HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON IF YOU CANNOT SHOW BASIC HUMAN DECENCY TO YOUR "FAV"

The fact that he still cares enough to try but you care more about your bullshit than about him, disgusts me, deeply.

LET THE TRASH TAKE THEMSELVES OUT. IF YOU CANNOT SEE LOUIS AS HIS OWN PERSON AND RESPECT HIM, GO BLOCK ME.

Apparently i'm not the only one.

Me: No, i don't have pcd because of retracted and retracted (😇) Also me: Getting teary eyes while filling the concert diary I am just a girl?

I'm much happier when i'm away from fandom spaces and focusing on other artists i love that it might be a sign for something. Let's just ignore that for now.

Lol, just saw someone tweeting "what if Louis intended for AFHF to leak?" in Twitter. Do you hear yourselves? Why would he leak the festival information? Are you this dense? Even Concert Leaks is teasing about it and you think he'd leak it?

How do i combat PCD? i add more gigs.

I hadn't meant this in a seeing Ed in August kinda way but it is what it is.

shit, maybe i miss you. (photo by me, edited by @nhllz1d.directioners.social thank you 🫶🏻)

The last thing i expected to be in was a mixed-aged-irish-dancing "mosh pit" during Nancy Mulligan. Love how music brings people together 🥹

Also ending the trip with a potential fan of many other artists! That's one of my favorite parts of doing concerts, really

The most surprising thing of the week was, how organised Ipswich was. I've never seen anything like that. Ipswich-London travel twice a day was what i was dreading the most, but funny enough it was the easiest part.

There are many resale tickets for Ed in Zürich... on a weekend i'm free. Just saying 😇

No, but he gave me I'm A Mess, Hearts Don't Break Around Here and an unreleased song. Hometown shows rock

I've done many "concert week"s over the last years, but this one will probably stay as the craziest. Seeing many of my favorite artists in the span of a week will always be a priviledge. Let's see how PCD will treat me.

And Ed Sheeran in Ipswich wraps up the July madness! See you in August!

Last gig of the month 🙂‍↕️

THIS IS HOW IT ENDS, I FEEL THE CHEMICALS BURN IN MY BLOODSTREAM

Best thing about today is, i don't need to change my display name 🤭

Just a taste, really. Photo by me. Editing: @nhllz1d.directioners.social

Will Ed give me "I See Fire" tonight?

Let's see what an Ipswich is

My mind since i woke up; I miss Louis... ED SHEERAN TODAY I know i'll see him later this year. ED SHEERAN TODAY 🥳 He was so happy, such an awful to queue but fun to have a concert with crowd. ED SHEERAN TODAY!!!!! PCD on Monday will hurt. Rinse and repeat

Number of phones destroyed with my latest batch: 3

@bmissesnyc.bsky.social is going to wake up and i'll get screamed at 😇

CALL ME JOSHUA FUCKING HALLING I KNOW MY MAN'S ANGLES

GOLD MINE 😭😭😭