Might delete Bluesky again. Idk. Website kinda makes me sad

I feel like I’m gonna regret this but ☆ copy this to your profile and let your mutuals tell you their first impression of you ☆

Repost cause guess who hurt their left hand again

Can’t get excited by amusement park rides? Thrill issue

Can't afford that phoenix down? Gil issue

I could really go for some hope in my life

hatsune miku but from the midwest

I only got half a gender, this a rip off

Urge to make self deprecating jokes is huge today

Hate me! Berate me! Elate me! With more suspense til Madness and regrets become Meaningless! Step on me as you please Humble worthless trash like me! And fulfil my horizonless dream! /lyrics

I'm chiinsaw man ちぃんそーマン🪚でキメますっ☆

It’s funny how the moment I stopped being a dragon, dragons started to either hate me or at least be less fond of me in general

Almost forgot I was an outcast today.

So okay. I am physically capable of drawing. But the issue I now run into is… draw what? Half my issue is my broken spirit. I don’t have anything worth sharing. No stories, no life events, nothing. I’m not sure what’s gonna happen to me artistically, but I want to try… if I can anyway.

Painful as it is to do, I’m trying to draw again

I wish I could do art but I can’t. I’ve literally been having breakdowns at the thought of trying Simple fact is art has become an enemy to me. And that makes me really sad.

Managed to get myself ready for this years trans prom #transprom2026 #art

Seeing trans prom stuff kinda bumming me out ngl.

Tell me how you’re sleeping easy How you’re always thinking of yourself Show me how you justify Telling all your lies like second nature Listen Mark my words one day You will pay, you will pay Karma’s gonna come collect your debt /lyrics

Being told to kill myself really killed a lot about myself all things considered. I haven’t been the same since

Manic Mozzarella

Another trend, another wave of malaise

Might redelete Bluesky app from my phone. Idk.

Making this official I am no longer doing art. My dreams of being an artist have failed and my passion for creating art is dead. I can’t make myself draw anymore no matter how hard I try and I don’t want to get back into art again. I have my reasons. At minimum three. No I won’t say them

Maybe I’ll come back to Bluesky, idk.

Been disconnected from Bluesky for a while now. Been mildly refreshing but also isolating. I’m trying really hard to be okay. But it’s hard. So. Damn. Difficult. Has been for a while now

I deleted bluesky from my phone

Kara wants some domestic help around the house and her begrudging witch friend, Laura, is willing to cast any spell to get her to shut up about it. Unfortunately one accidental alteration to the spell lets the magic loose.

I wish i had some way to celebrate TDoV but i really don’t. Oh well. Maybe next year.

I miss being a dragon

Okay proper system intros. There’s 7 of us in all

Dev, yours truly. System host, shadow pup girlfailure, and self-loathing depression haver desperately trying to fix my broken-ass self.

These picrews are the closest thing to a system intro I have at this point.

Made some new characters today, pretty proud of all of them... oh and a messed up bird I guess

It’s a real billow effect. Like, what happened, and how is it okay, given how things were? No conviction

I’m in the market for friends

I think my passion for art is truly dead. I can’t make myself draw anymore, no matter what I try to do

Tempting to ping a bunch of my old friends from here to check if we’re still friends or not but feels like it would lead to a ton of heartbreak

I want friends

Potion of Devious Sex

I’m tempted I won’t lie

TIL Kiiiiinda ironic all things considered

Karma is a bitch but I’ve are least paid my due finally

Been on HRT for like 3.5 years and still not liking my results. Tempting to quit sometimes

It’s been a year or so now since I stopped being a dragon due to my headmate damaging my identity, and while I’m proud of what I am now, I feel intense loneliness all the time now too. I miss being part of ayvie’s community, being a druppy, having the friends I used to have, and I miss my old comic.

(Daily Art) Day 66 - (3-13-2026) It's Friday and the 13th… again… More special hard candy to get rid of or we'll have some really bad luck.

I miss being part dragon

Still trying to strike a balance between the old and new design I wonder if I could make it a bit more modern fantasy-ish... but the tactical sci-fi with a beam saber is quite a vibe