its ,,, one of those nights where i want to get beat up becauseeeee because im a sick dog ,,, w , woof ,,

CW: CSA , CSEM , VENT adverse childhood experiences

v high and and sad :(

snuggle plushies and and ,,, take meds and drift off ,, i hope i can get a good sleep tonighttt ><

trauma ouppy in the bath ,,, plagued by the Horrors of Childhood ,, on top of huge stress ,,,, eugh

(<- the dog who just realized he's stuck in a flashback)

getting followed by a dude today reallyyyy brought up some bad feelings and horrible memories,, now im lashing out at people i love because im afraid no ones believing me

u can ALWAYS count on me to have a panic attack at wwwalmart,, <3

i havent done dxm enough to say that i like weed with it but ,,, i can say that i rlly like weed with some dxm :33

same feeling drawn by 2 different alters

i got thc oil yesterday and :3 hits so much faster than an edible owo

maybe if im a good noodle i can plan night where i can ,,, try tripping again ,, :33

but who are you?

my system is slowly becoming chaos again and my brain defaults to eli and me running the ship and liek... thats a weird combo but If You Say So

u can now watch the inner workings of a mentally ill doggyyy >/////<