People are pissing me off today oh my god

Extremely nauseated again this week. I don't think I want to continue these meds. I'm gunna ask to switch to something else and see if that helps. I can't keep throwing up week after week for 2-3 days each time.

I completely used up my migraine medication (that usually lasts me 6-10 months) in less than a month?? I dont recall having 10 migraines this month?? Did they short me and I didnt notice??

I like this halloween icon better :)

Ugh this is so hard. I need this chapter of life to be over asap.

Just had an allergic asthma attack for the first time in years. Thank god I had an unused salbutamol inhaler from when I had covid.

Feeling a bit better today. My parents are going to counselling so hopefully that will at the very least give us time for Mike to get a job before we are forced to move.

Doing my best to not have a panic attack and just take things minute by minute.

Losing Mikes job, losing our housing, losing my relationship with my Dad, what else is next?

We are being forced to move even though Mike doesn't have a job yet. My parents separation/divorce is nasty and irreconcilable. Since we rent a house with them, we are being forced out too. I'm sick to my stomach. This is so fucking unfair. But I cant have my Mom subjected to his bullshit anymore.

Almost blacked out just now. Thank god I know the early signs or I would have hit the floor real hard.

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Anyone have a spare void that needs some shouting? Will come pick it up.

Kinda (irrationally) freaked out that the hematologist I've been referred to is also an oncologist.

I have had an awful headache all day and none of my meds are touching it.

I think all of my luck stats went into me having good medical care. I have good experiences 99.9% of the time.

I tried going without my omega 3 supplement, as its expensive, but holy shit my mental decline was immediate.

So the pain in my hip today was likely a hip subluxation (partial dislocation) and my amazing friend told me how to fix it, and it worked so well. 80% relief immediately.

Like mentally I feel like I'm doing alright but my body is so stressed out and idk what to do about that.

Twenty One Pilots speaking my truth

I'm in so much pain because of the bs that went down yesterday :'(

Mike is doing better today, thank goodness.

I feel like life is just so unfair lately. It's been one thing after another for what feels like years and I'm just so tired.

Ugh I am having so many heart palpitations from stress.

Mike may have lost his job tonight. We are really upset and stressed, but also know we can get through this one way or another. I might need to take on emergency art commissions to make ends meet though.

Very displeased with my flesh prison, I mean body, tonight.

Not getting into it, just need to vent to a wall. Some people seriously violated my boundaries thanks to the help of someone, and I have to send them a fucking thank you card for it. No, I don't have a choice. Yes, it has to be done. I hope this is the last contact I am ever forced to have.

I've had so many migraines this week that I cant help but wonder if my RA has anything to do with it.

I had sleep paralysis last night and it was really scary :(

I cannot express the mental toll of being in severe pain for months and months and knowing that youre not going to feel better for at minimum 3 more months.

I AM SO DONE WITH COVID OMG PLEASE STOP AND LEAVE ME ALONE

Seriously suffering the consequences of not being able to take my RA drugs.

I am STILL testing positive, 10 days later?!

I'm in my whiny era

im still testing positive for covid a week later

absolutely miserable in pain

hrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh such a miserable day - terrible sleep from being in so much pain, so im exhausted from the terrible sleep, and then naturally my body is all riled up from terrible sleep making me be in sooooooooooo much pain

holy moly my fibro is killer tonight

I think I have that depression I get whenever I have covid. It messes with me mentally so much.

I had a good cry and I feel better.

Tried watching a new anime and it was so triggering. I'm trying to move past it so it doesn't ruin my day... but the urge to just crawl under a blanket and cry for hours is strong.

Still very positive :(

I'd say my sense of taste is reduced by about 50%. I had this last time I had covid and it went away after a week. I hope for the same this time.

I am so siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick :'(

Thanks to self inflicted "exposure therapy", one of my PTSD triggers is no longer triggering me past the surface level. That feels really nice because it used to send me into days long meltdowns.

cw: body issues, death sometimes i will miss my grandparents until i remember that they drew over my elementary school photos with sharpie because I was 'too fat' and they wanted to hide it

I worked out a little bit on my rowing machine. Only for a few minutes and only used my legs, as the upper half was making me really dizzy. I cant wait for labyrinthitis to go away, but it was nice to move my body a bit. My rowing machine is so low to the ground there is almost no risk of injury!

I havent been able to properly stretch my neck in weeks because I get vertigo every time I do 😭 I might try to go really slow after I take my meds.

I have had labyrinthitis since August 7th. I'm very much ready for it to be over.

I'm realllllly tired of vertigo, my friends.