i am not successfully managing my adhd lately

I'll remember that name...

save me, mysterious ancient machine intelligence using a femme personae to interface with me mysterious ancient machine intelligence using a femme personae to interface with me, save me

I really like looking at shmups they are often showing me cool freaky robot and alien designs

To be clear about the current pc status the only part that actually needed swapping out was the gpu, which was a 3080 (out of warranty now) . Luckily I had a spare 1050 ti from an older system. so I'm back to work now.

I wish all aftermarket muffler kit consumers a very die

okay hello the issue was my 3080 randomly decided to die on me! yippee!

woh, big ones @calmnivore.bsky.social

extremely bothered, in your business, and my skin is flaking off into your salad. barely holding on.

i subsist entirely on silksong yuri art

pranking myself into decision paralysis on what to paint next

you knew this already but art supplies are insanely expensive

here

Initial shock has died down, so now I can hunker down to try and work things out. Reaching to you guys for help 'cuz I'm not in a great spot rn <3 Comms: www.supercellcomic.com/commissions.... Ko-Fi: ko-fi.com/bmbrice

bored of this one now

doing a bit of uphill ice skating by trying to paint tiny been painting over things in my sketchbook

broke out my ancient and decaying acrylics to see how it is

tummy ache endurer

a qrp of a qrp so click through but yeah that makes sense. same as it ever was.

I'm not morally pure, I'm evil, I'm twisted, I'm fucked in the head, I have evil kinks and I draw them. I show them to other people who like what I like and we have a good time and I'm absolutely a better person than any stupid fuck who gets bent out of shape over problematic art

people saying bsky "ignored feedback" are completely delusional. normal people are terrified of sex, casual gooners are terrified of sex, most "kink enjoyers" are terrified of whatever kink they think is beneath them most people are just not in tune with the idea of sex positivity

platinum.. @calmnivore.bsky.social

I need a naming scheme for the ants but I have no ideas for that. previously it was NATO phonetic alphabet but I don't want that anymore

a few people have been asking for multicharacter pieces on color sketch and getting jumpscared by the price difference so I made a note of that on the site so you can brace yourself. calmnivore.com

there's more ant stuff in the subscriber discord patreon.com/calmnivore subscribestar.adult/calmnivore

titanogoro drawpile thing

warming up with some random things

other people's clavicles are for biting

I'm here to blast, not to last

cool im good on work for the time being

OOOOHHH rat @calmnivore.bsky.social

I had messed up the order form so that two of the categories were improperly merged in the order form, I fixed that just now

comm for vegashasfrozenover you can pay me to draw for you by going to calmnivore.com and submitting an order form comms like this only cost $25

I'm always thinking about these words from my good friend. The Prophecy.

two comms for waketab you can pay me to draw things like this by going to calmnivore.com and submitting an order form

futhermore-

In the mood for diagrams

i love alien earth but the end of episode music credits are driving me insane because they are the same choices I'd make if I was the showrunner and it was 2007

been doodling ant stuff. here's some of it.

support got back to me and re-enabled my substar page 🥹

can anyone else confirm this?

show me a cool rock that you have

my policy going forward will be to try to reinforce positive sentiment in text only communication with strangers

it's a bit counter intuitive but "simplifying" a design or "reinterpreting" to my style are not like, get of jail free cards. it tends to be a lot more work. omitting certain elements is one thing, but like, just overall simplifying something isn't straightforward, it requires a lot more drawing

here's a tiny res version of something you can see in much larger res on the subscriber discord btw + some other sketches subscribestar.adult/calmnivore www.patreon.com/m/calmnivore silksong has been motivating me to think about my ant girls more

I don't push my substar because when I DID make it a visible option, almost no one used it. I'd like to remind people to reconsider relying on patreon as their exclusive platform for both creators and subscribers

redraw of a thing I drew a long time ago for my first playthrough

occasionally people poke me about my prices being too low I can only say that I only arrive at these prices after actually having the prices be higher and getting no bites I don't enjoy it and it's actively miserable right now, but idk what else to do.