Kitten who's always leaking on any furniture he sits on for a length of time. There always wet spots if he wears pants, so he's usually kept bottomless or in skirtalls Any furniture he frequently sits on needs to be protected with a cover.

Weh... It's going to be difficult to not talk about things as I grieve with the loss. It just, doesn't feel right. Of all the things to lose, losing Cosmo just feels so....Improper? I don't understand I just don't..

I'm gonna be real.

The donations we received in the last few days more than covered the bills for all the vet stuff and hospital and after life expenses.. We were even refunded the cost of his overnight treatment, and his GPS collar subscription.. but Money is material, and Cosmo wasn't.. He was life itself..

I wanna draw but I just don't feel comfortable creating anything.. I just lost my best friend, my baby boy. I'm just not feeling it at all.. I used to draw for comfort and tough times used to push me to do it.. I feel less inclined to draw than I have before..

No cheating post your lockscreen. Lol, I have the most boring one out them all.

Alternative ending/side headspace cause I was inspired to think about it.. Two kiddos come to realize they still enjoy wearing diapers, and secretly wear them together under their pj's for a sleepover. Giggling as they play video games, it becomes a fun little thing they do together.

I like this this is good, esp for the fluid folks..

I hate that didn't spend the time with him when I could.. I had no idea he was dying.. I had no fking idea... He went so fast and there was nothing we could do to stop it He faded from us and coughed his last breath in my face.. I laid my head on his chest and his heart was silent..

This year was final proof I am not allowed to have nice things. It's taken so much from me.

He was my everything....

Reading all the support, thank you.. I just.. I dunno how to process emotions rn.. I'm just crushed.. We had to drive him an hour and a half away for an Autopsy.. There are still no answers to how I lost my healthy baby boy..

I can't.... He died right there.. We got there just in time to see him go

He was Almost 4.. He was my buddy.. He was my child.. He was everything..

He's gone he's really actually gone..

My baby is gone.. He's comatose.. We have to say goodbye..

Bloodwork Xrays Electrolyte test Toxicology $3,000 later still no answers still no improvement.. my boy is still laying in a Vet hospital fighting for his life.. Nobody can tell me ANYTHING.. They're starting him on anti seizure injection..

I dunno how I can handle this. So many just absolute worst case scenarios happening at once I can't cover this.. I can't handle all this at once.. Im crushed

I feel so alone right now.. With all the drama this year I've lost so much support.. I only was able to pay for exams cause a friend of Sila's donated a bunch of money.. I'm so scared... I miss him I want him okay...

Life is just so hectic, so much work, things to do. We can only monitor so much What did he get into.. So many questions, no answers and I'm broke paying for exams with nothing to show..

It's not fair, it's not fkin fair, I didn't do any thing to deserve this. I don't wanna lose my boy.. More than $1000 in and there's no answers no progress.. His health just declined fast. Im going to lost my little buddy..

And the blows keep coming.. I can't make this shit up. Now our boy Cosmo is in Emergency vet care cause he suddenly started getting weak and pacing around..

Someone please.. end my existance.. Please. I beg of you.. make it just stop.

Yay being self employed. My "boss" did my taxes and I owe the IRS over $1,000 I just don't fuckkin get a BREAK....

When you have a bit of a chubby belly and you lean forward and your tummy touches the wet squishy front of your diaper.. I like that.

i appreciate folks who share their paths to positive growth without presenting it as a universal truth. sharing those experiences & activities as objectively beneficial invalidates peeps who tried but didn't get the same results. and its more vulnerable & authentic to offer it as your personal story

I used to think messaging someone every day and keeping contact was a form of keeping a lasting friendship.. Now after nearly 30 years I realize that it's called Obsession.

I support this.

13oct - ‘the curious and quite dreadful sensation of being forgotten’

self destructive impulses in the modern age

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Not me afraid of enjoying anything because it ends up getting ruined or I'm guilted and shamed for being obsessed with it. I'm cursed. I'm not allowed to be happy. I must always be conscious of how happy I am being, else I get hurt...

Uuuuugh.... I went to record the explanation video for how I have my routers set up for my Slime trackers, and I started having latency issues again.. What the heck is going on? This makes no sense now, there should be way I have latency, the router is even wifi 6!....

I have a great need .... But I don't wear onesies anymore

becoming a stainless steel pan truther… my slippery slope to becoming a cast iron psychopath

I know this sounds all boohoo whiny woe is me.. but Like.. Fir the first time ever, I have had no desire to even wear my onesie or put in my pacifier, or even play with the new lego sets I have.. I'm overwhelmed with anxiety at the sheer thought of playing in little space..

I cause a lot of trouble when I take advantage of the opportunity to be small. It's made the idea of being regressed a very intimidating and scary thing. I don't think I'll ever be small again, I don't feel safe putting anyone through it again. I'll stick with something I can control. Being dad.

Bobby going up to you asking if he can borrow your Credit card, soggy diaper between his legs, sounds of Roblox from his little laptop, a Sylveon plushie hanging from his paw.

Sage nod.

Dumb things that I think about on the way to work , if two cars hit each other at 50 mph is the impact equal to 100 mph collision?

So it was about time I got a professional to draw my sona, I couldn't be more happy to have my first com with @berrysweetcow.bsky.social THANK YOU A LOT #ABDL

I made a fun graphic illustrating my setup before I go make a Video explaining it. Complete with pictures of the actual stuff I'm using xD I use a different router than the little black travel one pictured for home use for faster Internet speed..

I know I'm hyperfixated on this, and I'm sorry for filling your timelines with my ramble. but I'm passionate about it when I've been passively dedicating my time to it and finally landing on a solution to a unique problem.. I wanna show off my progress and accomplishments! I worked hard on this =C

With me rambling about Fullbody and slimes.. I'm actually annoyed, I invested all this into my WIFI based IMU's and Slime comes out with Smol trackers which instead use their own USB Dongle that work without the need for network dependency.. and they're physically smaller and batteries last longer.

Been getting a few messages from folks asking how I have this setup outside of VR. and I owe you guys an explanation on how I've achieved this.. I'll be doing a video documenting how I have the Router and trackers connected.. It's actually really simple and straight forward.

if you're wearing a diaper and somebody asks "do you need to go to the bathroom?" you should always say no, because you don't actually need to go anywhere near the bathroom. if you need to pee that's an unrelated issue and not what they're asking about

I tried I really tried.. ADHD went nuts, I couldn't stay on track, I missed out the opportunity and late as per usual. I just can't do right..

It's been 3 months since I parked you and borrowed mom's truck. You don't miss a beat, even after 220k on the dash.. Panthers are literally indestructible.. Decided while I was over mom's, I'd break the rust off the rotars and get her legs stretched.

Don't let Potty Propaganda confuse you. This is what boners are~ #messydiaper

No more tracker latency