I can't believe people can be friends with me

why don't I just die

I'm so fucking stupid

I feel like a horrible person

trying not to kill myself rn

having a really bad breakdown this is the closest I've been to cutting myself in a long time

will I ever fucking be okay nothing is working

highkey wanna kill myself rn

Im going to take every last pill in this bottle

what would happen if I took every pill in this bottle

might just down my pills lol

I want to cut myself

God I want to kill myself

I WANT DEATH SO BADLY

what's stopping me from ending it rn

I don't feel safe I dont trust myself right now

I really can't take it anymore man

I just want it to be over

I want to kill myself really badly I can't take this anymore it hurts so much I can't fucking take it why why why why

kill me

I should kms

I'm scared ill always be this way

I'm freaking out so badlu

I should just die anyway I'm so fucking worthless I can't do anything right it would just be smart to die right now

this life isn't worth living anyway

I will die soon I can feel it

I can't take it anymore

nothing will ever be ok

I'm sorry

this is really fucking bad

no one's around

I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself

panic attack

I hate this I fucking hate this there's too much anxiety I hate it go away fuck oh my god kill me fucking kill me

why do I want to die so much

trying not to become a broken record but I really need to die rn

why does everything have to go so wrong

I hope I don't bother anyone with my rantings I just need these thoughts to escape my head

maybe living really wasn't meant to work out for me

I think I should die

trying hard not to lose my mind rn

highkey think I'm dying

why have I been having so much anxiety recently I've never really had issues with anxiety before

I'm about to have a breakdown at work

wish I could kill myself

one day I feel like I might end up dead and i feel like it might be pretty soon

I'm not okay and haven't been in a rlly long time

sorry

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO FUCKING DO AT THIS POINT I HAVE NO MORE STRENGTH IN ME TO TRY TO GO ON ANYMORE JUST LET IT STOP

EVERY WAKING MOMENT IS ALL PAIN EVERY FUCKING DAY JUST MAKE IT STOP IM SO TIRED IM SO FUCKING TIRED