The new God of War has my interest - The movement and general feeling gave me that kind of vibe of, you know what, she isn't the God of War... but I'll take a Valkyrie type character happily! (I know she isn't one but you can at least see why it strikes the chord for me right?)

there are 2 wolves inside me androgynous-femme wizard fabulous bear fairy-cunt I am the most cishet Australian

Last year, I ran a charity event where donating $20 led to a random volunteer artist doing a character sketch as a thank you (like a skeb). This year, I'm doing it again. And holy shit, so many more are keen to help! + 3D Renders, hell, there's two VTuber Riggers offering rigs!?

I don't have the energy for social media that so many others do oml, I'm so much better at using my voice. Typing makes me overthink so much!

A start and endpoint of a thank you piece done for a mate. Art is bloody hard...

A discord I'm in just banned the word "sorry" because I used it too much. I'm not kidding.

Super Battle Golf is so fun when there's chokepoints and people can't avoid your landmines. @kiiword.bsky.social

So I refined the skin even further (adding clearcoat adds a lot) and also tried out a new hair shader which basically cut down render times in half and also looks better imo So yeah, gonna play around with the "FFXIV Cinematic WoL Replacement Project" soon

I had an event a while back where members of my community posted a pic & a paragraph about something they were passionate about. My mod helped compile it so I was seeing it all blind on stream. It's easily my favorite thing I've done on stream and all streamers should try it!

Two hour art stream collab and I managed this... Admittedly was eating for a good part of it but jeez even simple things are hard when you're learning the programs.

Hitting On The Twink At The Bar (From my anniversary event with @sablekyu.bsky.social )

I kinda want a new outfit for my VTuber... but I have no idea what to even go with! I'm torn between a fan-style "I'll find a way to thank the ones I like!" and a proper 'contest' where I pay a winner - but I fear less confident artists won't even try if there's a competition?

Anytime someone mentions needing emotes, artists, or anything creative, I am sitting there with business cards and VGen URLs in my trenchcoat that I ominously reveal while saying "I got the good stuff". Three of my mates have dubbed me their 'marketing manager'.

Some recent sketches and doodles

I joined a VTuber Group's Discord, and two days later because I was so active in the VC, the more quiet & chill people's social batteries were running out so quickly - they separated the VC into "Chill" and "Intense". I FEEL SO GUILTY YET KINDA PROUD OF CAUSING THAT

Joined a disc for one group of VTubers and it was very 'formal' and polite, didn't quite feel my vibe. I join another group's disc, someone comes into a VC drunk, laughing and talking about how they talk "mommy voice" to their whiskey. I think I'm staying in the second group.

I know I need to post more, but I never feel like I have anything noteworthy enough to say as a post when I could just yap about some hyperfixation on discord... I guess for now, minor update: Wisdom teeth suuuuck.

Live right now with an interesting one - I got a commission to create an FFXIV based YouTube Intro for someone! Should be a fun one just out of how unique it is for me! (Super early WIP)

I might just cry, got an iPhone for better tracking my vtuber model and it is MILES better. Going to go buy an air-tight vault to store that phone in from now on when I'm not streaming, good god.

Three whole days of streaming. My mood higher than it's ever been, people having a wonderful time, the most chaotic collabs I've done... And my goals completely succeeded. My "realistic" goal was QUADRUPLED, my "Optimistic" was DOUBLED. I don't deserve my amazing community.

My goals for my donothon were shattered within hours. I cannot understate how amazed and blessed I am with my community, and I don't deserve it at all. Even though there isn't much more to raise for, I'll be committing to this hectic 3 day event!

IT'S MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF STREAMING AS A VTUBER! As a little celebration I'm doing a 3 day stream event - and the details are here! The graphic is shitty because I'm terrible at that kind of thing, but oh well! Thanks to everyone for all the support <3

I created a pretty fun animation over a couple weeks... posted it as a YCH, and got a couple immediate commissions. Fairly normal, right? Upon receiving a large (to me) amount of money at once, I immediately felt sick and remembered I hate receiving money. God fucking damn it.

I've got a 3 day dono-thon/streamer anniversary event in a few days... And I've barely planned it out. I'm going off serious vibes and prayers that everything works out lmao. 3x12 hour streams are going to absolutely wreck me and I'm going to enter hibernation for a month after-

Wtf do you mean I'm late for Easter? (By @sir-bats.bsky.social )

Every now and then I stop and think about how lucky I am. I'm not some 500 view, pro-streamer, or anything big. But I love the community I've built, and the things that've come from it. I thought as a Male VTuber I'd find nothing, I'd be wasting my time, that how I wanted to (1/

I got convinced to put a fake discord notification on my server PFP for April Fools. I thought it was less mean if I put it on the wrong side... And still people are genuinely getting fooled thinking it's a real ping they can't find. I feel so terrible and mean for this lmao

I couldn't figure out how best to show off the various amazing pieces of fanart & pieces done by mates in my community... So since I was re-doing my starting soon, I figured why not plaster it all over the walls of the new scene? Streaming working on it rn!

Got my PC back and I'm so happy, returning back to stream was so great even if I was VERY tired when I booted it up!

After four days without being able to stream (RIP PC) I've realized: Jesus christ I was/am actually addicted to it. I feel so aimless without being able to stream and weird without doing my normal as an entertainer! The vocal rest has been good I guess but I almost feel lonely!

I have a Rimworld mod that lets my chatters spawn in as enemies, animals, etc and it shows their chat on the pawns. It leads to interesting story lore, such as a raider getting abused and made fun of by a random raccoon...

What's your community like before you go live? Because I'll happily swap communities with anyone at this point...

(Sound on) ADHD kicked in while making something for someone...

My favorite part of having a quotes bot is the variety of unhinged that it holds. "oh great we're back to the Muppets erp" "Who's eggs need fertilizing? I zoned out for a hot minute" "do you rinse your toast?" "I don't mind being the pissking" Save me from this community...

If I had a dollar for every time someone started undoing their pants on camera while I'm live, I'd have $2. Which isn't a lot but what the fuck?

Oh my god I've officially made it as a VTuber! I got my first ever hate comment on a clip I posted! I'll be throwing a party immediately at being called an "immoral sexual deviant" for... talking about fertilizing a chicken's eggs in a video game??

Finally actually set up a VTuber account, I can now yap non-stop...